
"Damn she's sexy…." said Shaffer.
"Who?" I asked,
"Our cabin leader Cassie. Hm and that girl marvelous aint half bad either."
I rolled my eyes, "Is that all you ever think about? Girls?"
He took a moment and acted like he was thinking about my question, "Yea pretty much."
Damien and I laughed.
"Man why don't you stop talkin to us about em and try and ask one of them out then?" Damien asked.
"Cause man!"
"Cause what?"
"I just cant throw my charms at a lady right away you know. I gotta butter her up first." he said with a cocky smile.
Damien threw his pillow at Shaffer. "You stupid, man."
"Ooh yea un huh if I'm so stupid. How I have Cassie blushing over there when I told her what I liked. And besides Damien, you could learn a lot from a player."
"Oh iight then lemme know when you see one. HAHAHA" he joked
Shaffer's smile was wiped away with that comment, "See Damien that there wont even funny man, that aint cool."
"Yea whateva."
I jumped down from my bunk bed and grabbed my guitar.
"Going somewhere Tarzan?"
"Uh yea imma go explore around here a bit. I'll be back before the lunch bell rings."
"Mind if I come with you?" Jason asked.
"Uh-um actually yea. I kinda wanna be alone."
"Oh…well alright."
"Yea sorry. So anyway see you guys later."
I walked outside and breathed in the camp smell. I wanted to remember it for some reason. I walked around with my guitar for a while. I then decided to walk around the lake to get to the other side. I felt like playing my guitar. At times like these lyrics flow from my thoughts like a stream. I found a tall huge rock close to the edge of the lake. I climb up on it sat down and took my guitar out of it's case.
I sat there for a moment ten began to play 'Superman by Five for Fighting'
"
Five For Fighting - Superman lyrics
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream
I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
It's not easy to be me……"
Damien's POV"Uh hey yall im out."
"Where you going?" asked Shaffer.
"I'm just going to check out that singing class real quick."
"Mhm yea right man you know you just wanna throw some game at Marvelous. I see you kidd."
"Naw actually-…you know what maybe your right man." I said giving him a fake smile.
I walked outside and shut the door behind me. I then thought to myself. "No…I just wanna sing."
I walked around searching for the music room. I finnaly found it and went inside. I didn't think anybody would be in there but there sat Marvelous in front of the piano…singing.
{Marvelous}
"Why should I feel discouraged
Why should the shadows come
Why should my heart fell lonely
And long for heaven and home
When Jesus is my portion
A constant friend is he
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches over me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches me-
I cut in and finished the next couple lines,
"I sing because I'm happy
I sing because I'm free
His eye is on the sparrow-"
Marvelous stopped playing and turned around looking surprised. She waved me over to come sit by her. I walked over and sat on the piano bench with her and she continued to play.
{We both sing}
I sing because I'm happy
I sing because I'm free
His eye is on the sparrow
{Marvelous} And I know he watches me
{Damien} He watches me
{Both} His eye is on the sparrow
{Marvelous} And I know he watches me
{Damien} He watches me
{Marvelous} He watches me, I never thought...
{Both} He watches me…
Marvelous stopped playing and put her hand on my shoulder. "Oh my gosh your really good! You're a great singer."
I felt slightly uncomfortable but I replied, "Thanks…your good too."
"Thank you….what's your name?"
"Damien."
"Ah cool."
"Yea."
"Would you mind If I asked you to sing again. This time we can choose whatever song you want to do." she smiled.
Her smile was beautiful. I aint tryna be corny or anything either but. I swear it almost made my heart skip a beat. Then I got nervous, man what's up with me. I don't get nervous around girls. I'm probably even better at this than that knuckle head Shaffer is.
"Um I don't-." I was cut off by the sound of the lunch bell.
"Oooh lunch time! I dunno about you but I'm starving. Haha. Come on walk with me to the Mess Hall."
"Uh ok."
She grabbed my hand and lead me out of the music room. For some odd reason I was glad she took my hand. For some odd reason it felt….right.
"So," she said trying to strike up a conversation. "When did you first start singing?"
"When I was 11." I smiled.
A huge grin spread across her face. "NO WAY!!! Awesome, I started at 11 too."
"Oh cool that's good."
"Yea."
"So how did you end up with a job here?"
"Welll I wanted a job that could help me use all of my talents, including dancing, singing, yoga…you get what I mean?"
"Yea I get you."
"Cool."
We finnaly arrived at the Mess Hall. Once we were in Marvelous said she spotted the rest of the cabin leaders at one table, so she let go of my hand and walked over their table.
Awww god! Why couldn't she just hold my hand for a few more seconds. Her hands are soft. And her smile..whoo boy I swear…
GOSH DANG IT DAMIEN SNAP OUT OF YOUR LOVE TRANCE!!! I thought to myself. I came back to earth and got in line to get something to eat. I grabbed a sandwich and a bag of chips then looked around for a table to sit at. I spotted a table where my cabin mates were sitting and walked over.
"Hey guys whats up?"
Shaffer replied with a mouth full of food. "Nmuffin. Fwat choo do wif Marvewous."
"Man chew yo food dang." I laughed.
He laughed and a piece of lettuce flew out his mouth and hit Jason's forehead. He closed his eyes in disgust. "Dude…ew." he said.
I laughed, "See! Chew then talk."
"Oh….my bad J." he said handing him napkin.
"Yea man. Thanks…" he replied taking it.
"Hey yall mind if I sit here?"
"Wassup DJ yea you can sit here." I said.
"Iight. Ayo wheres Tarzan at?"
"Who is Tar-" Cameron asked.
"He talkin about Brian." Shaffer cut in.
Cameron nodded and went back to eating while Shaffer continued, "He's walking around the camp 'exploring' still I guess."
"Oh."
We all talked for a while after we finished eating. Even the quiet dude with an attitude talked a little bit. He told us he got arrested for stealing some lady's purse. The lady was apparently a push over when the parents begged her to drop the charges but he wasn't off the hook though. He said his parents gave him the choice of going to this summer camp or being placed in an all boys private school where they had school all year around. So naturally he came here.
"So whats your story? How did you end up here?" I asked Shaffer.
"Man it's my moms fault that I'm here. She said that I was always more focused on girls and that I don't think about anything else…"
"Gee I wonder why she would say that?" DJ joked.
"Man shut up." he laughed, "Well anyway, she heard about this all boys camp from my neighbors and said that I should hang out with guys more and stop trying to flirt with girls. She said I should fin friends to have 'manly bonding time' with, and stop being a pretty boy."
"Shaffer man…you may be a boy but there aint nothing pretty about you." I joked.
The guys at the tale broke into fits of laughter.
"SHUT UP! I look better than you dawg."
The table just kept laughing at Shaffer.
"Man yall suck. I bet you that I could get any one of those girls at the yoga camp across the lake. I could get Marvelous and Cassie too."
I immediately stopped laughing, "Yo leave her alone. She don't want you stalkin her.I don't even think she's into guys like you."
"Oooh did I hit a soft point Damien?" he laughed.
"maint shut up." I threw my chip bag at him but he kept his cocky smile on his face.
"Watch this then…" Shaffer got up and strolled over to the table where the leaders sat.
"Well anyway I was singing in the music room today and that guy over the-""Excuse me Ms. Marvelous." Shaffer interrupted."Uh yes. May I help you?""Hi. My name is Shaffer. I was just sitting over there and I just wanted to introduce myself and tell you that you look very beautiful today." he said with his cocky smile."Haha. Well thank you, Shaffer. What cabin-""Excuse you young blood. If you gonna introduce yourself at this table your going to introduce yourself to all of us. And if you gonna compliment somebody, how about you compliment this young lady Cassie too. Maybe even me…what don't I look beautiful?" Chris intervened."Uh…uh-uh yes sir." he stuttered ."THAT WAS A RHETORICAL QUESTION BOY!" "Oh uh sorry." he said looking down."Hmm. You looking a little bloated since you just ate. Why don't I help you out with that….I've got the perfect cure." "Uh uh uh yes s-sir." "We gonna jog 1 mile. You can let some of it go as you run.""But sir-""NOW!" Chris grabbed him by the neck and lead him out of the Mess Hall and everybody and out table broke out into uncontrollable fits of laughter. Everyone but me. I sat there looking across the room at marvelous who had continued her conversation with the other leaders. Either my eyes deceived me or did she just turn to look at me and then wink. I turned my head as if I didn't see it but then looked over at her again. She gave a small wave and then continued talking to Cassie. I sighed and pretended to pay attention and listen to the conversations being held at the table. Although in my mind all I was thinking about was…her.